it's so surreal sometimes. i know i've mentioned it before, but wow, i have four boys. it was a very emotional journey and maybe still is. honestly, having kids is the most challenging job ever when you're trying to do it on your own without any help besides your husband. for that particular reason, i always enjoy the simplicity of being at the beach. it keeps my mind relaxed and carefree. i'm sure part of it has to do with listening to the sound of the waves when it splashes on to the land but also seeing families and other beach goers celebrating the simple joy. the best part is when i get to watch our boys together (not that they can't do it at home). it's just a different environment. of course, i could have joined in with the fun, but today, i sat from a distance with baby landon and gazed at the four of them together. i was also exhausted from dragging landon in the stroller across the sand and carrying a bag filled with towels and other goodies. it was heavy as heck, but i made it. yup, i'm out of SHAPE.
i'm not perfect and my husband can drive me crazy sometimes, but he's still the dreamiest. when i watch him play with our boys (take for example today), it was filled with sunshine. we're trying to raise our boys to be honest and genuine and with that, we make it vital to spend time with them together every single day. our two boys spend half their day at preschool. we don't want their brains to be exhausted so it's so important to let them be kids and play. honestly, i think they're way smarter than we would could ever imagine and i know they're understanding that family sticks together. their conversation really speaks for itself. they care for each other especially their mama (really, they do - they're all glued to me). although, aiden and dylan are prone to get into trouble for their mischievous behavior at times, they still make me a proud mama.
love my boys. xoxo.
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