oh my goodness, has it really been six weeks since i had this little guy? time flies when you least expect it. i'm having such a great time and couldn't be happier now that he's part of our growing family. well, today was my postpartum checkup. it was somewhat emotional. i miss my doctor and she knows it. we talked and laughed while she was checking my breasts and feeling my lovely uterus. it looks like my uterus is back to normal. i haven't shed off all my pregnancy weight yet either and my blood pressure is adequate. i had no concern about baby landon. my husband and i stared at each other when she gave us the OK to have sex again. she asked us what contraceptives we plan to use.
there was complete silence.
no answer. zip. nada.
she said, "OK, then, i'll see you guys in six months"
oh my. we'll have to see about that. i'm actually scared to have sex again. first off, my vagina was not appealing when i delivered our son and the opening was probably the size of my fist. papa dang witnessed the entire delivery and now has to look at it again. i'll pass. JK. i actually feel like a virgin. when the timing is right, we can fumble like newlyweds again. however, i'm glad we can still have intimacy in other ways. hey,i could give always give the go-ahead tomorrow. no matter what, papa dang always makes me feel warm and fuzzy inside. it still feels like 1997 when we first got together. i'll let you know when i'm pregnant again. there will be a fifth baby in our family. stay tuned.
love my boys. xoxo.
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