Wow, almost a year and I haven't released some of the entries I've written. I am so honored to be writing my first post of 2015 as I lay in bed sick with the cold. Our house has been infested with the cold bug. 4 came down with it while 3 are standing strong. As I contemplate about what to write tonight, It seems like yesterday that I was talking about my 5th pregnancy and here I am, pregnant again with our 6th. It has always been a dream for me to be a mother and it's more fulfilling knowing that I am able to conceive and have it come true. I know that if I was unable to ever fulfill this dream, this loss could possibly be frustrating and devastating and that's when my husband comes into play. He constantly reminds me to look into our Lord Jesus Christ and why we go through misery is to be able to see God.
Many always wonder how I do it at times, but I manage our family to thrive like a successful business. It's the very family I longed to serve by working harder and more efficiently. There is no way I could ever perfect this motherhood journey and it's not a natural gifting either. It's the love. Parenting is one of the hardest jobs that I never knew about until I had my first child. It's definitely no one's forte, but like Papa Dang would say, imitate Jesus Christ and I'll survive. He did save us from the captivity of idleness and redeemed us. The best we can do is to live in his grace and mercy.
Love my boys. XOXO
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